Oh my god. Oh my freaking god I am so hot under the collar I'm only now getting over the outrage sobs. I just spent the last three hours at Crisis Control--the place where they're supposed to provide emergency assistance for rent, bills and the like? Like my late rent is due by 5 today or they go to court and add another $90 or so to what I owe, and if that isn't a fucking emergency, I don't know what the fuck is!!!! I am sooooooo fucked, ladies and gentlemen, and now I know I would have been better off whoring myself for the last three hours than spending it in that place. They made me feel like a fucking bum. A FUCKING BUM!!! I am absolutely LIVID!!! Livid enough to drop the F bomb 16 times in one paragraph. However many times I said it anyway. I didn't want them to pay all my fucking bills, just enough to cover what rent I couldn't cover, but they denied me because "I didn't have any money coming in". But if I get a construction job today, they'll help me... when, to-fucking-morrow? So I could spend another three hours over there letting them treat me like a fucking bum some more? NO FUCKING THANK YOU!!!!! So they can pay the court costs too? Fuck it. I'll find a way. I am NOT a fucking bum, just in a temporary financial shithole. I hope that bitch that I dealt with comes on hard times and gets treated like a fucking bum--let her see how it feels. Let her sit three hours somewhere for nothing and have her hopes dashed cruelly by someone who feels they have no stake in her life.

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